Things We Hide from the Light: when the shadows one tries to hide and the one who helps them fight back

Things We Hide from the Light is the second book in the Knockemont trilogy by Lucy Score. Nash Morgan was the good Morgan, always with an easy smile and charm for everyone in town. Now Nash is recovering from being shot and his Southern charm has given way to panic attacks, nightmares and missing pieces in his memory. While he tries to hide it, he is a brooding shell of himself and is desperate to keep his struggles from everyone. That is until his new next door neighbor moves in. Lina Solavita is smart, sexy and sees the shadows behind his forced smile. When she helps him through one of the worst panic attacks yet, he realizes that Lina may be the key to feeling like himself again. However, they both have secrets, secrets that could keep them apart for good; unless they are willing to fight their shadows for the simple chance at love. 

Things We Hide from the Light is a great continuation in the Knockemont series. While it doesn’t have the banter and tension that the first book had, it had its own struggles and sweet moments between Nash and Lina. Their story was definitely more slow burn, emotional and with psychological struggles. I loved to see Nash return stronger and more aware as he discovers issues within the department and moves to deal with them. I also loved the addition to his dog, Piper, and her own anxiety which in turn helped Nash with his. I liked Lina’s job as it was a bit unconventional and yet adds to the drama and adventure of the story. I also learned a lot about panic attacks and methods to calm them. Overall, I enjoyed this story and I am looking forward to the third and final book in this trilogy. I highly recommend Things We Hide from the Light. 

Things We Hide from the Light is available in hardcover, paperback, eBook and audiobook

Sweet Waters: a sweet clean romance with plenty of faith and drama

Sweet Waters is the first book in the Otter Bay series by Julie Carobini. With her mother remarried and her own heartbroken as she was left at the altar, Tara Sweet leaves her home in Missouri to return to Otter Bay, California where she has nothing but fond memories. She meets the handsome but complicated Josh Adams, a local firefighter. As the truth of the past reveals multiple secrets, Tara realizes that her idyllic memories have turned into a soap opera. Soon, she finds herself at odds with families, her faith, the quirky townspeople and even Josh, despite their budding romance. Can she face the truth and be set free for the life she desperately wants? 

Sweet Waters is a sweet, clean romance with plenty of faith and drama. I liked the faith aspects and the characters struggles with the secrets they discover. I liked Tara and her sisters; although, their nicknames for each other were annoying and grating at times. I liked the relationship between Tara and Josh as well. I loved the descriptions of the small town and the beach areas. Overall, it was an enjoyable read; however, I am not sure if I will continue the series. If you enjoy clean romance with plenty of faith and drama, I recommend Sweet Waters. 

Sweet Waters is available in paperback and eBook

Summer Island Book Club: a second chance romance and old friends

Summer Island Book Club is the first book in the Friendship Beach series by Ciara Knight. Widowed Julie Boone thought she was content with her life until her daughter, Bri, shows up with a surprise. Bri had invited her three childhood friends to celebrate Julie’s fiftieth birthday. Julie begins to panic. The arrival of her friends begins to overwhelm her once peaceful life with melodrama, makeovers and matchmaking schemes especially with the handsome new stranger in town. Trevor Ashford comes to their small town after his failed marriage. His only wish is to open a small boat charter company and live quietly. That is until Houdini, a mischievous ferret, leads him on a merry chase and into the arms of Julie. Will Julie and Trevor take a second chance for love?

Summer Island Book Club is a sweet, mild romance with the meddling antics of old friends. There was a little humor especially with Houdini. His antics were pretty funny. Ms Knight certainly gave him a great personality. Unfortunately, there isn’t an actual book club in the story. It is what Julie and her friends called themselves during their childhood. At first, I was a bit confused as to why Julie wouldn’t want her old friends to come back to the island. Then I understood. I did enjoy Julie as she slowly starts to reclaim herself and her passions beyond her what if questions. Overall, it is a sweet, quick read story. A great story for a weekend read. If you enjoy second chance romances and old friends, I recommend Summer Island Book Club. 

Summer Island Book Club is available in paperback, eBook and audiobook

The Parisian Chapter: a story of friendship, literature and finding home in the City of Lights

The Parisian Chapter by Janet Skeslien Charles is a story of friendship, literature and finding home again. Paris, 1995, Lily Jacobsen and her best friend Mary Louise wanted to pursue their dreams in the City of Lights. After five years of their shared tiny walkup and surviving on brie and baguettes, Mary Louise suddenly moves out. Lily feels so alone before she gets a job as a programs manager at the American Library, following in the footsteps of her beloved French neighbor, Odile, back home. Fueled by Odile’s stories of heroic World War II librarians, Lily sees a chance to make her own experiences. At the library, she discovers the library is in financial trouble. In the attic, Lily discovers a box that may contain information about Odile’s time at the library. Could what she finds help save the library? 

I loved Janet Skeslien Charles’ book, The Paris Library and I was eager to once again visit the American Library. Sadly, I was bored and disappointed. There were too many characters with chapter POVs. I couldn’t connect with any of them, especially Lily. I found her to be whiny and annoying. I wasn’t sure what the conflict between Lily and Mary Louise was and if Mary Louise’s reason to move out was fully explained. Or maybe I missed it. I also wasn’t aware this book was supposed to be a spin off of The Paris Library. It just doesn’t have the same impact I felt when I read The Paris Library. Overall, I was bored and underwhelmed. I didn’t see the power of friendship, literature of finding home again. It was not the story I was expecting. I do not recommend The Parisian Chapter. 

The Parisian Chapter is available in paperback, eBook and audiobook

The Tip Off: it was supposed to be a simple summer job

The Tip Off is a short story by Karen McQuestion. When Geoff comes across the death notice of an old boss, his wife Marcy thinks about that one summer job. The Lakeside is a prestigious restaurant and Marcy was counting on generous tips and counting the day until the fall semester. There she meets unfriendly and standoffish coworkers, an owner who is a little handsy, and an overall unwelcoming atmosphere. The only bright side is Geoff, a fellow college student, who works in the kitchen. When Geoff shares his suspicion about inconsistencies with the restaurant's inventory, finances, and the strange behaviors of the managers. He is convinced something is off and convinces Marcy to help solve the mystery. Their investigation turns into something far more serious and Marcy must decide if their questions are worth more than just her job. 

Karen McQuestion is one of my go-to authors and when I got the chance to read her new short story, I jumped at the chance. There was so much happening in this story that I didn’t notice it was nearly the end. At the beginning of the story, when Geoff brings up the death of their old boss, I was a bit surprised at Marcy’s nonchalant indifference. However, as she looks back at the summer, her indifference made sense. Then I was engaged in their investigations as there seemed to be nefarious activities going on. There were definitely characters acting cagey when their behaviors were noticed. There was a nice little twist at the end that surprised me. Overall, it is a great quick read for an afternoon. I actually didn’t want the story to end. I highly recommend The Tip Off. 

The Tip Off is available in eBook

A Match for a Bookish Bride: a clean historical romance with a bit of mystery

A Match for a Bookish Bride is the first book in The Mystery Matchmaker of Ella Pointe series by Tess Thompson. In the spring of 1910, Amelia Young saw an advertisement in a Boston newspaper that would change her life. A wealthy family is in need of a secretary on Whale Island and this person must have an affinity for books. It fit her perfectly. When she is offered the position, she packs her merger belongings and travels to Washington state. Her new employer is Benedict Tutheridge. She didn’t expect him to be handsome or interesting but she knows that he would never see her as more than an employee. After the death of his father, Benedict is expected to run the family business. He fully expects his new secretary to be a man and is shocked when his new secretary is a beautiful woman. As the two work together, they find themselves drawn together. Do they risk their work relationship for something more? 

After reading the prequel, The Making of a Matchmaker, I was intrigued about the Tutheridge family and the matchmaker who would find their perfect matches, even the mystery behind the death of the Tutheridge patriarch. I enjoyed Amelia as a woman who pulled herself up from a poor beginning through hard work and her love of books. Benedict is a man who was tortured by his father and believes every horrible thing his father believed about him. However, it is when Amelia arrives, she begins to break out the falseness of what Benedict believes about himself. My heart broke for Benedict and I had my suspicions about his difficulties. The family dynamics were a great source of drama as they deal with their past and the situation surrounding their father’s death. Overall, I enjoyed this story and I am looking forward to the rest of the series. If you enjoy clean, historical romance, I recommend A Match for a Bookish Bride. 

A Match for a Bookish Bride is available in paperback, eBook and audiobook

Should Christians date to Marry?: Courtship, dating and my thoughts

The first time I heard the concept of courtship, I was in college and it was foreign to me. Courtship came to the national stage as a famous family burst into the homes of the world (and I do not need to name the family nor do I want to), many people, Christians and non-Christians, had opinions and questions. What is courtship? Courtship is the purposeful and intentional approach to finding a life partner rooted in Christian beliefs and values” (Evans Francis Organizations, 2023). A couple enter into a courtship agreement with the intention to marry at the end of the courtship. Courtship is supposed to set Christians apart from secular dating which may not have the ultimate goal of marriage. What are the biblical principles behind courtship? Why is courtship portrayed as an alternative to secular dating? What are my own thoughts on courtship? 

While the Bible is silent on exact courtship procedures, proponents use the examples of Ruth and Boaz, Jacob and Rachel, and Isaac and Rebekah as a guide. The biblical principles behind for Christian courtship can vary; however, here are a few common ones. First, the couple would seek God’s guidance and trust his timing. To pray for his wisdom, clarity and guidance for their relationship and ultimately their marriage. Proverbs 3:5-6 says “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.” Second, the couple would seek to honor purity (1 Thessalonians 4:3-5). Clear physical and emotional boundaries are set. Sexual intimacy is saved for the covenant of marriage while other intimate contact, such as kissing, hand-holding and other contact may vary from couple to couple. Third, courtships usually involve the couple's families and older mentors. Families involvement can be seeking wisdom and guidance of trusted family members who can give valuable insights and accountability. Proverbs 15:22 says “plans fail for lack of counsel, but with many advisers they succeed.” 

Many proponents of courtship view the system as a better alternative to secular dating. For three reasons. First and foremost, the involvement of God. Courtship is a commitment to honor the Lord and his purpose in their lives (Psalm 9:10). The assumption is secular dating involves romantic interest with focus on immediate gratification with the desire Second, the intent. Christian courtship is grounded in the idea that dating should have a purpose. As mentioned before, proponents believe that dating should have the ultimate goal of finding a life partner, while claiming secular dating focuses on the present with no clear goal of long term commitment. “The nature of causal dating is usually to have fun with the responsibilities of commitment (Institute in Basic Life Principles). I highly disagree with this as many secular couples do dating with the goal of long term commitment. Does every relationship end in marriage? No and nor should they. And Christians are not “selfish, impulsive or immature” if they chose dating over courtship (Fielta, 2015). Third, physical boundaries are important in Christian courtship. Physical boundaries are set to maintain purity while secular dating can vary in terms of physical boundaries which are influenced by social norms. 
                                      

The rise of courtship came about in the late 1990s/early 2000s with the rise of purity culture. I don’t like the one size fits all approach that some churches propose because every relationship is different as each couple is different. Courtship isn’t a guarantee of a successful relationship. I knew couples who went through the courtship ritual and they were divorced within ten years. I wasn’t able to find exact statistics but one article reported that the divorce rate is high (Umstattd, 2014), which makes sense as the high involvement of fathers in the courtship continues after marriage which is direct violation of the leave and cleave principle (Genesis 2:24, Matthew 19:5). As a young adult in my 20s, I was very uncomfortable with the idea of courtship and I still am. My husband and I didn’t practice courtship; however, we did discuss certain boundaries and expectations continually. Healthy relationships are about making the most of our interactions with the opposite sex which leaves us with no regrets. The key is open communication about expectations and boundaries. We can still honor God in our dating relationships without adding all the extra rules and requirements. 

In conclusion, on its face, courtship seems to be a great dating process; however, courtship is not a right path for every Christian couple. While marriage is God ordained and blessed; however, not everyone is called to be married. Marriage and singleness are both gifts from God, each with its own purpose (1 Corinthians 7:7). To answer the ultimate question of courtship is should Christian date to marry? If marriage is your goal, then yes dating is the process which you discover if the other person is someone who you want to commit a lifetime to. Do you need to enter into a courtship? That is up to each individual couple. In my personal opinion, courtship is not necessary; however, if you feel you would struggle with physical intimacy boundaries and need the accountability, courtship might work for you. However, not all Christians need to follow this process. 

References

Evans Francis Organization (March 5, 2023). Biblical Principles for Christian Courtship. courtshiptomarriage.com/biblical-principles-for-christian-courtship/. Retrieved March 29, 2026. 

Fileta, Debra (March 1, 2015). 4 Reasons Christians Should Stop Pushing Courtship. True Love Dates. https://truelovedates.com/christians-should-stop-pushing-courtship/. Retrieved March 29, 2026. 

Institute in Basic Life Principles (no date). What is courtship? https://iblp.org/how-courtship-different-dating/. Retrieved March 29, 2026. 

Umstattd, Thomas (August 12, 2014). Why Courtship is Fundamentally Flawed. https://www.thomasumstattd.com/2014/08/courtship-fundamentally-flawed/. Retrieved March 29, 2026. 

The Island Club: three women in the 1950s, the game of tennis and a friend that will change their lives forever

The Island Club by Nicola Harrison is a story of friends among life struggles and secrets. 1956, Balboa Island, off the coast of California, is a place where life was perfect, at least on the surface. The lives of three women begin to fall apart, however,  their friendship and the game of tennis helps them build something stronger. Milly Kinkaid had hoped moving to Balboa would save her troubled marriage. She believed the move would help incentivize her husband to get home from work on time; but now sometimes he barely comes home at all. Sylvia Johnson is the society matriarch, and along with her husband, has become pillars of their community. Her new business venture, The Island Club, is a place where members could swim, play tennis, and dine in style. When she learns that her husband makes a financial decision that threatens everything. Adele Lambert is the standoffish loner on the island and lives in fear that her past would be revealed. 

I was eager to start this book as it was described as “unputdownable” and the cover is absolutely gorgeous. However, I found myself putting this book down often. I could not relate to any of these women, especially Milly. Milly is a mother with young kids. How do you not ask your four, almost five, year old child if they need to go to the bathroom and expect them to go when they need to. One, you are in a new place, did they even know where the bathroom was? Two, so what if a teenager was “watching” the kids, it is still your responsibility to check on your kids! The constant mentions of Elvis was annoying. I got it. It is 1956 and Elvis was the new and hot in music. Overall, the story is well written and I am just not the audience for this story. However, if the story intrigues you, I recommend checking out The Island Club.  

The Island Club is available in hardcover, eBook and audiobook

Last Kiss of Summer: heartbreaking young adult love story of one summer

Last Kiss of Summer by Jessica M. Fellerman is a heartbreaking young adult love story of one summer and a devastating turn. Sera Watkins and her family return to their summer house on Cape Cod after two years. She has one goal in mind: to stay away from the boy who broke her heart two years ago. Luke Tisdale is their next door neighbor and he literally has a piece of her heart. When Sera received a new heart as a baby, her healthy values of the old heart were given to Luke. They spent summer days on their secret beach, bonding over their physical connection as well as their mutual love of art and painting. Their friendship seemed like it was evolving into something more. Except one fateful night and a family secret sent Luke spiraling and broke Sera’s heart in the process. Now she is determined to pick Luke as a friend and nothing more. But when she receives devastating news, she is more determined to make this the summer to remember. 

Last Kiss of Summer is described as “A Walk to Remember meets Everything We Never Said.” While I have not read Everything We Never Said, I have read and seen the movie A Walk to Remember, so I was prepared for an emotional story. From the opening chapter to the closing pages, I was hooked on Sera and Luke’s story. My heart warmed at the tender romance between Sera and Luke and I stopped breathing as Sera suffered setbacks that made her future look grim. There was drama and life lessons with tender moments. Oh the tears that fell during the last couple chapters. I kept going back and reading again and again, thinking what just happened didn’t really happen. I closed the book with tears streaming down my face. This story isn’t just a story of summer love. It is a story of learning to truly live and embrace all the storms that life will bring in your path and yet find the joy and beauty in life itself. I highly, highly recommend Last Kiss of Summer. 

Last Kiss of Summer will be available in paperback, eBook and audiobook on April 28, 2026. 

To Bind Fire: an engaging fantasy as one young woman learns she is destined to save the world, a world she doesn't know

To Bind Fire is the first book in the Empire of Ash and Song trilogy by D.E. Carlson. Iris is thrust into a foreign world she has never known. She knows little about her past and even less about her heritage. The only life she has known is the remote mountain cabin she lived with her mother and brother. When a tragedy brings her down the mountain, she learns the land has been torn by war and is now ruled by the powerful Fire Emperor. She also learns she has a terrible power, a power that can save the world or burn it forever. Besaun is the Crown Prince of the Fire Empire who has no desire for the throne. He has no patience for all the bowing, scraping, and politics. He just wants to tinker with his inventions. Little do they know, they are both fated to save the world. 

I discovered D.E. Carlson on TikTok and I was intrigued by her fantasy books. I decided to start with To Bind Fire. It has been described as “Perfect for fans of the faith themes of the Chronicles of Narnia, the powerful writing style of A Court of Thorns and Roses, and the clean sweet romance of Caraval!” While I haven’t read A Court of Thorns and Roses or Caraval, I love the Chronicles of Narnia and looked forward to how Ms. Carlson weaved faith themes into her story. From the opening chapter to the closing pages, I was hooked on this story. There is action, adventure, intrigue and drama with a smidge of romance. I loved the faith elements with the fantasy magical system. While I was left with questions and suspicions, I can’t wait to finish the trilogy and Iris’s story. I highly, highly recommend To Bind Fire. 

To Bind Fire is available in paperback, eBook and audiobook

Liar's Dice: a coming of age historical fiction of one girls fight against all odds

Liar’s Dice by Juliet Faithfull is historical fiction, coming of age story of a teenage girl in 1970s Brazil who must learn to fight even against all odds. Dolores and Mita are identical twins who grew up in rural Brazil. At the age of seven, it is discovered that Mita has a degenerative condition and Dolores does not. By the age of 12, her condition becomes debilitating and suddenly, their parents send Mita to a hospital in their father’s native London and the family moves to Rio and begins to live an obstacle lifestyle. However, Dolores is miserable. She misses her sister, her small town and struggles in her new school. It all starts to change when she meets a brave, headstrong girl who shows Dolores a new side of Rio and how to survive. Soon tensions rise with the dictatorial government cracking down on protesters and dissenters. Dolores is determined to find the truth, discover where her sister and her own place in the world. 

I was looking forward to Liar’s Dice as it is a historical fiction which takes place in a different place and time that isn’t normally talked about. Liar’s Dice is described as a “heart-rending and hopeful” coming of age story as one young girl learns to form her own identity, the price of secrets and the courage to forge a different path. Dolores is a sympathetic character and I felt her pain and confusion. I liked the use of Portuguese phrases; however, I would have liked some form of translation in the context of the dialogue or description. Not a glossary at the end of the book which I didn’t know was there until I was finished. There were a lot of time jumps without explanation that pulled me out of the story at times. Overall, I did enjoy it, especially Dolores’s tenacity to find her sister and make sure Mita knows she is not forgotten. If you enjoy historical fiction, I recommend Liar’s Dice. 

Liar’s Dice will be available in paperback, eBook and audiobook on April 28, 2026. 

Long Road Home: a lost soul looking for redemption and the love that heals

Long Road Home is the first book in the Texas Redemption series by April Murdock. Mick Breeden is a lost soul. As a troubled teen, he was given a choice: prison or military. He chose the army and served honorably. The army became the only home he ever knew and he was forced to leave after an injury. With nowhere else to go, he heads home to the small town Texas where he didn’t know how well he would be welcomed. Hayley Samms loves living in her small town. She loves running the dinner she inherited from her beloved aunt and focuses her time and attention on its success. Then Mick walks back into her life. She sees the boy in the man before her with a dark storm raging in his eyes. Soon they are drawn together, spending time learning about each other/ Can Mick finally find redemption for his past and build a brighter future? 

Long Road Home has been previously published as Long Road Home for the Broken Ranger. It is a sweet, clean romance with plenty of drama and plenty of laughs. I loved Mick as a man who hasn’t left behind his past and struggles with civilian life. He doesn’t expect much when he arrives back in town but Hayley shows him that his past is not his future. I loved how Hayley wanted to help Mick get back on his feet and defended him against those who would hold his teenage transgressions against him. It was an easy read and I eagerly turned pages to follow Mick and Hayley’s story. There are a few events that were left open ended so I am intrigued to see how they play out in the rest of the series. Overall, I enjoyed this series and I am looking forward to the rest of this series. I recommend Long Road Home. 

Long Road Home is available in paperback, eBook and audiobook

Things We Never Got Over: a bearded grump and the runaway bride in a spicy romance with drama and suspense

Things We Never Got Over is the first book in the Knockemout trilogy by Lucy Score. Knox Morgan is the bearded grump of Knockemout who prefers to live his life alone with his basset hound, Waylon, and certainly doesn’t tolerate drama. Naomi Witt left her groom at the altar and rushed to the small town in Virginia to rescue her estranged twin. However, little does she know that her twin sister, Tina, is not well liked in Knockemout and her ways haven’t changed. Naomi is left without her car, no money and suddenly in custody of her 11 year old niece she didn’t know she had. Knox doesn’t like complications or women, especially those with romantic notions; however, when he saw what Tina had done to Naomi, he felt compelled to help her out of the jam. When she was settled, he would leave her alone and go back to his solitary peaceful life. At least that’s the plan. 

From the opening chapter to the closing pages, Things We Never Got Over was filled with drama, suspense and the tension of two people who were fighting the obvious attraction with deep emotional scars and healing. There are also great moments of humor and heartfelt bonds of found family and a small town who protects their own, even the newest residents. I loved the gruff exterior of Knox that hides a deeply wounded heart of gold. Naomi is a woman who strives to be perfect in order to counter the heartless activities of her sister. There is a lot of personal growth for Knox and Naomi and I enjoyed seeing their deep emotional moments together. I also loved the supporting characters and the residents of Knockemout. I thoroughly enjoyed this story and I am looking forward to the other two books in the trilogy. I highly recommend Things We Never Got Over. 

Things We Never Got Over is available in paperback, eBook and audiobook

With the passing of my father, I reflect on the memories, the wounds and the healing

Steven Joseph Nelson was born in Klamath Falls, Oregon as the oldest son of Claire M. and Marlene J. (nee Mingo) Nelson on September 22, 1954. At 18, he hitchhiked to California and eventually settled in Orange County. In 1977, he married his wife and they had four children. After 14 years of marriage, they divorced. He enjoyed flying and playing guitar. He is survived by his ex-wife, his four children, two sons in law, four granddaughters, three grandsons, his younger brother, his aunt and cousins and friends. On April 5, 2026, after a brief illness, I got word that my father died in his sleep. He was 71 years old. I was left with bittersweet and conflicted feelings. The thing is my father and I had a very basic relationship. He barely knew me and I definitely didn’t know him. The last time I talked to him was in September 2025 when he started to decline. He was so weak and could barely talk that it was a short conversation. But I realized that I didn’t have much to say to him. Through my life as I dealt with the issues in my life, I came to the realization that Steven Nelson was my father, but he was not my dad. 

In the days following his death, I wanted to focus on the happy memories I had of him. However, the more I thought of the happy memories, the more I was confronted with when he hurt and disappointed me. I started playing the flute in the fourth grade. When I wasn’t playing as well as he thought I should have been, my dad took me aside and played me a song by Jethro Tull and said “this is how the flute should sound like.” Anyone who knows Jethro Tull knows that Ian Anderson is a genius on the flute. To say it crushed me is an understatement. I knew I couldn’t play like Ian Anderson, so I gave up and never played it again. He didn’t show up for my 8th grade promotion ceremony claiming I, or my mother, never told him about it. I know we did. He barely made it to my high school graduation ceremony. Although he did come to my second college graduation and eventually my wedding. On the rare occasion when I needed help, I got the “the only time you guys call me is when you need money.” Anyone who truly knows me, knows how hard it is for me to ask for help. It was a blow that stung and I never called him again for anything after that. In recent years, we did try to have more of a relationship and there have been phone calls but there were few and far between. Either it was by choice or busy schedule, time got away from us both. 

I don’t write this to villainize my father. He was a broken man who found it easier to walk away. Though his example taught me what type of man I did not want. I did not want a man who wasn’t willing to work hard for the things he wanted in life. I wanted a man who engaged with his children, to celebrate their successes and encourage them when they failed. I wanted a man who would support me in my dreams, comfort me when I am afraid and encourage me to be better than I was the day before. A man who wasn’t afraid to be vulnerable, to admit he was wrong, to sincerely apologize and try to make it right. God brought such a man into my life when I needed him the most. My husband and I will be celebrating 17 years of marriage this July and while we have had our ups and downs, we are stronger together because of them. My husband is the type of father I wish I had. I love watching him interact with our daughters, to share similar interests and activities. He and our oldest daughter love watching horror films together. He and our youngest daughter enjoy doing yardwork together and watching old 80s cartoons. My husband is not a perfect man but he is a great man who tries. He admits when he is wrong, apologizes when he needs to and isn’t afraid to have deep emotional conversations. My husband is the first person I turn to. He has been my biggest cheerleader and protector. He is my best friend. 

A lot of people may ask how I was able to rise above my conflicted feelings about my dad. It is because of my relationship with Jesus Christ. Through Jesus, I have a Father who loves me unconditionally and never leaves me. You may ask how do I know he is always with me. I have many examples but one poignant moment that sticks out in my mind. On October 30, 2013, I went into preterm labor with my second daughter and in order to give her a better, slim but better, chance at survival, I went through a c-section. Sadly, she did not survive and I was in the hospital recovering. One of my aunts was there at the hospital and before she left, she prayed for me. When she left, I felt a distinct pressure on my head, as if someone laid a hand down in comfort. I remember crying for the first time since I arrived at the hospital. I even tear up thinking about it now 13 years later. He can do the same for you. He wants to be there in your sorrows and your joys. He loves you so much that he sent his only son, Jesus (John 3:16). He is a father to the fatherless (Psalm 68:5, Psalm 10:14, Hosea 14:3). He desires a personal relationship with you. He desires to have personal communication with us. In prayer, we can speak directly to him and he answers through his scriptures (Matthew 7:7–8,11) and he knows our needs before we even ask for them (Matthew 6:8). He is always with us. When everyone who puts their faith in Jesus, the Holy Spirit is sent to us and never leaves us (John 14:16-17). Every good and perfect gift in my life, I know, have been given to me by my Father in Heaven (James 1:7). 

There is a difference between a father and a dad. Fathers are simply genetics but a dad is who helps shape their children’s lives. Plenty of men become fathers, but not all become dads. To the fathers out there, please fight for your children and be a dad. You can have a big positive impact on their lives. It may not seem like it but you do. Sons will learn how to be a man, a husband and a father from you. Daughters will learn what real love looks like and how a man who truly loves her will treat her from you. You have the choice to be your son’s first hero or first villain. You have the choice to be your daughter’s first love or her first heartbreak. Choose wisely. To the daughters out there who have the not so great or absent fathers, I feel your pain. It sucks and you deserve better. However, you can take his example and rise above it. Go through the grieving process as you heal from the wounds and the wounds can heal. It will be a painful chapter in your life; however, the pain does not need to define every moment. You deserve to be loved and cherished by a man who truly loves who and shows it every day. You can take your father’s example and look for the man who is his opposite in every way. Find a man who gives your future daughters the dads they deserve. The man who fits the bill may surprise you but you will wake up every day grateful that he loves you, perfections and imperfections and all. 

My father has passed away. But I do not grieve for him as my dad. I am sorry that his life is now over; however, I know in recent months, he had turned to Christ and accepted him as his Lord and Savior. I pray that it was sincere and that he was welcomed into Jesus's arms. I also pray that it was a happy reunion with his mother who passed away last year. While I am not left with many happy memories, I am left with an understanding that the mistakes of the past do not dictate my future. They influence what I can do better. I am grateful I have a Heavenly Father who loves me unconditionally. I am grateful that he is listening to me and waiting to give me all I need. All I need to do is ask. I am grateful that He sent me a husband who is a godly husband and father. I am grateful that my daughters have a better relationship with their father than the one I had with mine. To those who have a father shaped hole in your life, God the Father wants to have that relationship with you. Come to him with an open heart, put your faith in Jesus and nothing can separate you from Him (Romans 8: 36--39). 

Everybody's Favorite Guy: a forced proximity romantic short story

Everybody’s Favorite Guy by Katherine Center is a short story of two people forced to confront the past. Lily had fallen in love with her childhood friend, Walker, back in high school. When his stinging rejection crushed her, she vowed never to see him again. A vow she had kept until their families plot to get them together again. It is now seven years later, their families are gathering at a cabin in the Rockies. Lily and Walker arrive first and a sudden snowstorm traps them overnight with no power. Thanks to a cozy fire, a prowling bear and time, they confront their past and Lily learns that the past is a little more complicated than she thought. Could this be a new beginning for them both? Or will it tear them apart for good? 

Katherine Center is always great for an emotional story with humor and unusual circumstances. I usually don’t read short stories but I could not resist one written by Ms. Center. I wanted more. I didn’t want to say goodbye so quickly to Lily and Walker. I enjoyed their reunion and their night at the cabin. The tension was great and it was evident that her feelings for Walker were still there and even that Walker had feelings for her. But why did he reject her so hurtfully? His reason was noble but his method was questionable. There are bittersweet moments, plenty of laughs and the end will leave you with a smile. Overall, I enjoyed this story. If you enjoy a quick story of second chance romance, I highly recommend Everybody’s Favorite Guy. 

Everybody’s Favorite Guy is available in eBook and audiobook

Mistakes Were Made: he's straight laced, she's fly by the seat of her pants. Their relationship would be a disaster. Or would it?

Mistakes Were Made is the second book in the Story Lake series by Lucy Score. Zoey Moody is a literary agent who doesn’t like small town life. However, after being exiled from Manhattan’s publishing world, Zoey is forced to stay in the tiny Pennsylvania small town with Hazel, her best friend forever and her only remaining client. She needs Hazel’s next book to be a massive hit and she is determined to let nothing stand in her way except her gorgeous six foot two inch landlord. Gage Bishop is smart, serious, and sexy. Their mutual attraction is obvious; however, Gage is looking for a wife and Zoey is simply looking for a fun time. Gage thinks Zoey as the most beautiful woman he has ever met, but they are opposites. Where he is organized and has five year plans, Zoey is disorganized and can’t seem to work a calendar app. However, when a family secret rocks his world, Gage turns to Zoey for one night to forget everything. Will one night be enough? Will Gage and Zoey realize that all they are looking for is right in front of them? 

I read book one, Story of My Life, and fell in love with the quirky small town. So I eagerly awaited Mistakes Were Made. From page one, this story had me laughing out loud. Oh the banter between Gage and Zoey, between Gage and his brothers and between other characters was so great. At times my face hurt with how much I was grinning. The romance between Gage and Zoey was spicy but sweet and tender as well. There is drama and my heart breaks for Zoey as she tries and yet still struggles with ADHD and keeping the aspects of her life up and running. Ms Score lovingly and realistically portrays ADHD and Zoey’s struggles as well as her elation when the changes she makes start to work. I loved all the Bishop family as they fought with each other and for each other. I loved all the animals and their personalities and antics, especially Gage’s dog, Nana. Overall, I love this book and didn’t want it to end. I love this series and I can’t wait for book three and Levi’s story. I highly, highly recommend Mistakes Were Made. 

Mistakes Were Made is available in paperback, eBook and audiobook

The Last Letter: an emotional tragic story with loss, struggles and love

The Last Letter by Rebecca Yarros is a story of loss, love and the struggles. Ella MacKenzie was asked by her brother, Ryan, to write to his fellow serviceman who didn’t get many letters from home. She eagerly does. She and Beckett Gentry begin a friendship through their letters. Although she only knows him by his call sign, Chaos. When Ryan is killed in action, his last letter is to Beckett, asking him to watch over his sister and her two six year old twins, Colt and Maisie in Telluride, Colorado. Ella is raising her children on her own while running a local bed and breakfast and dealing with Maisie’s health struggles. Beckett leaves the army and arrives in Telluride with his retired K-9, Havoc, and immediately jumps into his new role. At first, Ella is resistant but soon there is an attraction that neither can resist. However, there are still secrets between them and the truth could threaten to tear them apart. 

I have seen The Last Letter heavily on social media. Many reviews highly recommended it while others warned the emotional damage readers would suffer after reading it. I looked forward to a good emotional story. From the opening chapter to the closing pages, the emotions and tears flowed. There were also moments of laughter and smiles. I loved Beckett as he takes his role as protector seriously. I loved Ella as an independent woman who was determined to prove those who doubt her wrong. I loved Colt and Maisie as the precocious twins with their unusual bond. I even loved Havoc and wished to have a dog like her. The ending was tragic but an expected tragedy. I was expecting one of five deaths and the death did not play out the way I expected. My only nitpick is one scene where a character from Lord of the Rings was referenced and in the book, the name was spelt, AOWYN when the character is EOWYN. If you are going to reference another character, spell the name correctly! Overall, I did enjoy this story. I highly recommend The Last Letter. 

The Last Letter is available in paperback, eBook and audiobook

The Color of a Memory: grief, loss and moving forward with the memories

The Color of a Memory is the fifth book in The Color of Heaven series by Julianne MacLean. ER nurse Audrey Fitzgerald believed she had married a perfect man. Alex was a loving husband, a devoted father and a heroic firefighter who risked his life to save others. A year after his tragic death, she is struggling to move on when she finds information that threatens all she thought she knew about her husband. A picture and a name she had never heard before. A mysterious woman who holds the key to everything. Audrey discovers that in the weeks leading up to his death, Alex was distant, distracted and keeping secrets. With the help of a friend, she digs into his past and begins a journey that would lead her to a new future, one she never could have imagined. 

Continuing the arc which began in the third book, The Color of a Memory explores grief, loss and moving forward. This story had so many twists and turns that it kept me on the edge of my seat. My heart sank as Audrey discovered the evidence of what she thought was Alex’s secrets and the doubts that filled her head. I gasped at the reveal of who the mysterious woman was and her connection to Alex. I loved the interconnection of the characters and an example of how our own lives are interconnected whether we ever know it or not in a chain of events that can change lives forever. I enjoyed this story and I look forward to reading the rest of this series. I highly recommend The Color of a Memory and the earlier books in The Color of Heaven series. 

The Color of a Memory is available in paperback, eBook and audiobook